The following questions and answers are excerpted from a conversation that followed the NBR screening of Mad Bills to Pay.
What was the genesis of this film and how did it become a feature?
Joel Alfonso Vargas: It kind of happened during lockdown. I had some projects that I was trying to set up just before that but because of the pandemic, they didn’t materialize. I was spending time thinking. I’m from the Bronx and a lot of what you see in the film was my stomping ground. I was doing a lot of meditating, a lot of sitting in silence, and trying to figure out where my life was going. It was a strange time. I was reflecting on my childhood and the types of guys I grew up around. And I started to think, what happened to those people? I was turning 30 around that time and I was thinking about fatherhood, thinking about having grown up without a father, and trying to reconcile all these things in my brain. This character, this type, kept popping up in my head and that was the first kernel. From there I expanded. I started with an outline first, a real vomit thing—just getting it all down on paper. Then I parked it for a moment. Then I went to film school. I had the opportunity to develop it further at film school, and that’s how it happened.
Every take felt like a fresh interpretation
Did you just have the first act as the short and then it expanded? Or did you always have a clear sense of where it was going?
JAV: It was always going to be a feature. The film school I went to was in London and they didn’t know that I wanted to shoot it in New York City, which was tricky. I really had to fight for it in the end. They backed it as a short. So, we shot the feature and cut it into a short, which is the first act and a half or so. But it was great to have that short because we took it to Locarno and won an award there, and that helped build awareness for the future.
The visual language of this film is so deliberate. It almost feels like a documentary. And the dialogue doesn’t feel like dialogue. It feels like we’re witnessing authentic conversations. There’s no conventional coverage. I know you work with a lot of story beats and improvisation. What was the rehearsal process like with your cast?
JAV: Yeah, thank you, it was kind of inspired by jazz music. My intention was not to overwrite it and to leave a lot of space to give creative license to my collaborators. I did thoroughly develop the story structure, and I was thinking very deeply of the effect of every scene and backstory. What I didn’t try to touch so much was the dialogue. I wanted to figure out those nuances with the cast. We rehearsed, and we shot the film very quickly. We shot it within 16 days. There wasn’t a whole lot of pre-production. Our resources were very limited so we couldn’t rehearse too much. But we did rehearse for about a day and a half where we went through as much as we could and tore apart the scenes and rewrote them together. We would rehearse little bits before actually shooting a scene. It was always super rushed. I placed a lot of rigor on finding the right cast— that was an extensive process.
I know you did some street casting. What was that process like?
JAV: Yes. And TikTok. The intention was to street cast the whole film. We got pretty far with someone who we thought would be our protagonist, and he was a recent father. We were curious to work with that, to incorporate that and really lean into the documentary aspects of the film. But three or four days before we were meant to go out, he called us and was like, I can’t do it, I think it’s going to take me away from my family. The week before we had met Juan [Collado], who plays Rico, through Backstage and he ended up working out great. He really rose to the challenge. We found Destiny through TikTok. She was the only true non-actor in the cast. Yohanna Florentino plays Rico’s mom and she had been in my orbit for some time. We had worked on a project before, but not at this scale, so we were excited to work together. She was the first person we cast. Then it became the job of finding actors who were at her level. She’s great, and classically trained. There was a lot of criteria we had to meet in the whole casting process.
When you’re locked off and not focusing on massive shot listings, did you find that the scenes sort of took on new life come the second take or the third take? You might not have been able to achieve that if you had to worry about continuity or traditional coverage.
JAV: A hundred percent. Because we didn’t need to worry about continuity, that meant that from take to take, we could keep the things we liked, abandon the things that we thought didn’t work, and we were almost rewriting the film as we were shooting those takes. Usually by like the fifth take, we’d get something we really liked, and then we could move on. It was very freeing for everybody, especially the cast, because they could try new things and stand in different places. Every take felt like a fresh interpretation, which was awesome.
The visuals of the film almost feel like an anti-New York film. We’re so used to handheld, frenetic pacing. I’d love to hear about how you found the visual language of the film, and the choice to do 4:3.
JAV: I think for me that all began from thinking about these experiences and memories. Just my own experiences of life in the Bronx. Life for us was pretty slow and languid. We’d hang out in front of the building on folding chairs and watch life pass by. In a way, that was what I was trying to capture. But that also intersected with my background, which is semi-documentary. I’ve always been drawn to observational films. I also do photography as a hobby. All of those things came together to give way to that visual language.
And you can see it; there are shots that almost feel like a photograph. I wanted to ask about the scene in the pizzeria place, where Rico is discussing his absentee father, and you have this fantastic quote about how sometimes you have to man down. It’s sort of a light bulb moment.
JAV: Yeah, it really is. Rico is a character that means well, his heart is in the right place, but he’s ill-equipped with the tools to be effective. Whether it’s because he doesn’t have a role model at home or if there’s something more underlying that instigates his self-sabotaging behavior is what we’re trying to explore, in a sense. Juan is acting in this scene, he’s playing a role, but that’s also his story. He didn’t grow up with his father. Neither did I. A lot of the people on the crew, by coincidence, come from single parent households. It was kind of interesting. Juan is really speaking from the heart, and that’s something we see from him throughout the film as well as from the other actors. There’s a conviction that they’re telling a true story.
This is an incredibly accomplished, incredibly clear micro-budget film. Now that you’re on the other side of having made it, is there anything you wish you knew before you started, any misconception of truly independent filmmaking?
JAV: I mean, it’s not romantic. I think we’re all like, it’ll be so free and liberating! But you have to be more industrious and industrial in order to stretch that money out as far as it’ll go. Our planning and scheduling had to be bulletproof, because there was no slack to make mistakes. Also, don’t rely on the MTA!
